Just in case someone stumbles across this.. I'm running a 5k for cancer research in Yankee Stadium! Pretty awesome. Anyway if you have a few dollars to spare and want to help a good cause here's the link to donate :)

http://www.drcrf.org/netcommunity/alysonpaigek

Sam came to visit!

I don't have any of the good pictures.. she does because I made her look like the tourist because I'm a New Yorker now.. psht tourists.

We had a great time. She was literally here for three days so we had to make the best of it. We went into Manhattan the first two days and Jones Beach before she took off on thursday. I love this girl so much. I can't believe we got so close so fast. I figure she would hate me after living with me for a year but it was like a nine month long sleep over and I can't wait to do it again!

I've always wanted to make this post.. hopefully nothing happens after I post this but

So there's this boy..

His name is Mike.. it's only been a month but he makes my heart skip a beat

I cannot wait to see him. I go back to Chicago July 15th to look for apartments with Sam so clearly i'll go spend time with him too

That's in 31 days in case you wanted to know.

This long distance is really really hard and I try not to worry that much but I do. I think we're making it work. We're both honest with each other and we talk every day and all day so.

Um I'm taking a summer English class so I can maybe graduate on time. Doubt that'll happen but you never know.

Sarah is coming for a week! June 30- July 7. Really really excited. I miss her and I need her.

This small apartment is really getting to me.. like reeeeeaaaallllyyyyy getting to me.

Summer has begun.

We are all settled into our new place with the exception of a few boxes in my room which need to go into storage.

It's weird living here. Whenever we would come to New York it meant vacation so now that I'm here I feel like I'm on vacation all the time which is sort of bad because I need to get a job and go to school. I'm taking classes at the same college my mom did which is kind of cool.

I'm going back to Chicago for a weekend to find an apartment with Sam. I'm so excited. I so miss it. I feel more at home than I do here. Terrible, but true.

I really love living so close to family. I've never had that. Ever.

Alright I thought I was going to write this really long post about summer and life but I don't think I have much else to say plus I'm wiped out from yesterday. It was my cousins communion so we had a party after and we were all outside playing baseball and volleyball and eating ALL DAY. Don't get me wrong, it was awesome but I'm sore and tired haha

Easter isn't a huge Holiday in the Kulin household but it's my first real holiday away from my family. A little sad but it's ok because I'm going to Sarah's aunts in Naperville tonight to sleep over and celebrate with them.

Big changes are happening in my life.

My dad has "settled" for the New York job. It's not what he does but at this point a job is a job and he's been out of one for 2 years now. Which means we have to move to Long Island. I've never lived near my family let alone in the same house. My aunt and uncle have an apartment attached to their house and are nice enough to let us stay there until we get back on our feet.

This also means I will not be returning to Colorado for a long time. Maybe even ever. I don't know when I'll see Jordan or Miranda. It breaks my heart. I mean they're my best friends and I don't know when I'll see them. Sometimes phones just aren't enough. I doubt they'll ever come here because Jordan is afraid of planes and Miranda.. is Miranda.

This is just always on my mind now. I have Sarah here and it's awesome but we rarely see each other because she's always so busy. And Sam (my roommate) I guess she's my best friend at school. I have her but she hasn't known me that long and she doesn't know why I am the way I am. You know?

Ok. This is depressing.

I apologize.

4 more days

4 more days

4 more days

IIIIII am so stressed

I just like my new layout

A lot.

:)

My show is over.

That was seriously the best show I've ever seen/ been apart of. I'm so in love with it. I wish I could've been apart of it from the beginning. I'm so sad it's over but I get to have my life back. Even though my life is theatre.. It's a bittersweet moment. I'm excited to get sleep. I don't know when that's going to happen but eventually.

This semester is significantly harder. I don't know what I'm doing in 3 of my 5 classes including the one where my math teacher can't speak english. Um we live in America? Ugh it's so frustrating. I'm scared to death to go to acting every day because I'm the shyest person ever. I seriously want to cry every time I think of that class. Tomorrow I have to perform a monologue. I wish I would've waited to take that class. Too late now.

On a brighter note, Spring break.. FLORIDA! I get to relax with my favorite people :) I think thats the next time I can sleep because I'm going home this weekend to help finish pack and say good bye to Jordan and Miranda for a little while. This weekend is going to be rough. I feel bad for Sam for when I come back. I'm going to be a mess.