Easter isn't a huge Holiday in the Kulin household but it's my first real holiday away from my family. A little sad but it's ok because I'm going to Sarah's aunts in Naperville tonight to sleep over and celebrate with them.

Big changes are happening in my life.

My dad has "settled" for the New York job. It's not what he does but at this point a job is a job and he's been out of one for 2 years now. Which means we have to move to Long Island. I've never lived near my family let alone in the same house. My aunt and uncle have an apartment attached to their house and are nice enough to let us stay there until we get back on our feet.

This also means I will not be returning to Colorado for a long time. Maybe even ever. I don't know when I'll see Jordan or Miranda. It breaks my heart. I mean they're my best friends and I don't know when I'll see them. Sometimes phones just aren't enough. I doubt they'll ever come here because Jordan is afraid of planes and Miranda.. is Miranda.

This is just always on my mind now. I have Sarah here and it's awesome but we rarely see each other because she's always so busy. And Sam (my roommate) I guess she's my best friend at school. I have her but she hasn't known me that long and she doesn't know why I am the way I am. You know?

Ok. This is depressing.

I apologize.