4 more days

4 more days

4 more days

IIIIII am so stressed

I just like my new layout

A lot.

:)

My show is over.

That was seriously the best show I've ever seen/ been apart of. I'm so in love with it. I wish I could've been apart of it from the beginning. I'm so sad it's over but I get to have my life back. Even though my life is theatre.. It's a bittersweet moment. I'm excited to get sleep. I don't know when that's going to happen but eventually.

This semester is significantly harder. I don't know what I'm doing in 3 of my 5 classes including the one where my math teacher can't speak english. Um we live in America? Ugh it's so frustrating. I'm scared to death to go to acting every day because I'm the shyest person ever. I seriously want to cry every time I think of that class. Tomorrow I have to perform a monologue. I wish I would've waited to take that class. Too late now.

On a brighter note, Spring break.. FLORIDA! I get to relax with my favorite people :) I think thats the next time I can sleep because I'm going home this weekend to help finish pack and say good bye to Jordan and Miranda for a little while. This weekend is going to be rough. I feel bad for Sam for when I come back. I'm going to be a mess.

Ok I guess I have no where else to vent but this.

It's really pissing me off that there a crisis over in Haiti and all people keep talking about is the stupid Jay Leno and Conan thing. Like really? That is taking up your thought process instead of the poor people of Haiti. They already had a poor country and then this had to happen to them.

ALSO the celebrities keep saying "Go donate!" If every celebrity gave $500,000 of their precious millions they made by sitting on a movie set, Haiti would have enough to help everyone and help start rebuilding their country. Um we're in a recession and they're telling the unemeployed people to give money. Believe me, if I had the money I would gladly donate but truth is I don't.

Sandra Bullock gave a million dollars yesterday. Hey the rest of you, take notice.

I have to let it out some how..

I'll let the first of the blog world to know.

I have found the love of my life.

I didn't want to jinx it, but I think it's time to let the love be known.

We've only been together since september, but I have a feeling this could be the one.

The short time between now and then has been nothing but bliss.

Yes, I am talking about my love for the world of technical theatre. At Columbia, I have explored a few other areas of theatre and have decided I love all of it but I still want to be a stage manager. Stress every night (minus mondays and 2 matinee's) is what I live for. I tend to be calm in those situations which makes this job perfect for me. The money will be tight but I will be doing what I love and not many people can say that now a days. With this economy people are taking the jobs they can get to have an income. I still have 2 1/2 years so hopefully the economy will be bounced back by then. Although, the theatre hasn't taken too big of hit. People need to laugh in these times of sadness and theatre can provide that.

On that note, I did FANTASTIC in school if I do say so myself.

I sucked at school in high school. Literally. I don't think i got above a 2.7 gpa ever.

I'm proud to say I got my first 3.26. It makes a huge difference when you like what you're studying.

After telling my parents and family, there's no where else to gloat and I'm proud of myself so even though no one reads this I'm doing this for myself :)

Ps. I can't wait to go back - 15 days.

Pps. Wisdom teeth on tuesday. Not excited.

Since Ali is the only one who reads this..

I'm assistant stage managing a show.

Just thought i'd tell you since you never have your phone. :)

And I saw Fame.

It was WONDERFUL. I recommend. Highly.

I love College

College is wonderful.

Finally.

Wahoo.